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    what_if commented on a secret:   1 month ago · View

    Advice please someone?

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month ago · View

    But it wont change its decision on who it likes. I really want to like you. Youre such a genuine lovely guy. But my hearts just not in it. Im sorry. Im sorry I kissed you. Im sorry that Im probably going to break youre heart because of this. Im sorry. I just wanted to see you happy for once.

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      what_if · 1 month ago

      Advice please someone?

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      Atem. · 1 month ago

      Your heart doesn’t decide who it likes, it’s your brain that does. Your brain controls your heart and you can’t tell your heart what to do because then you’d look like a crazy person.

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    what_if commented on a secret:   1 month, 1 week ago · View

    Mmmmmm it’s lovely, it’s the only beer I like too :)

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    what_if commented on a secret:   1 month, 1 week ago · View

    Relate :/

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 1 week ago · View

    But I dont think Im going to stop anytime soon. Actually scrap the think. I know Im not going to stop any time soon.

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      hatesbloodylife · 1 month, 1 week ago

      same here :/

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      shannonxx · 1 month, 1 week ago

      You’re both beautiful and don’t need to hate yourselves although it is hard sometimes to love yourself. I wish you all the best and just remember, you are special and valuable and above all, amazingly beautiful and original :) xx

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 2 weeks ago · View

    I just want someone to hold me close. Hold me close and tell me everythings going to be alright. That theres nothing that they want me to change. That they like me just the way I am. That they will always be there for me. And that Im all they need. But what am I thinking. this kind of stuff only exists in films books and fantasy. All I want is to be held. Is that too much to ask for?

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      disturbia · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      I love this…

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 2 weeks ago · View

    Pretty much sums me up.

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      imnuggetface · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      Penis. That is all.

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      am_i_alone · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      i so relate to this…

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      daeara · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      God, do I ever know this feeling. It’s gnawing, it’s edging, it’s excruciatingly painful, and it feels like there’s no relief.

      I can’t give you the answers, because I’m still there.
      What I can tell you is that you’re not alone. Not by a long shot. <3

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      smellybottom · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      amen brother

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    what_if commented on a secret:   1 month, 2 weeks ago · View

    relate :/

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 2 weeks ago · View

    I hate having all my siblings home for christmas. It reminds me of how much a reject I am in this family. All they do is pick at my faults and take the piss out of me for being socially awkward. Well at least I make the effort to try and talk to them even when my room and my laptop are my comfort zones. They made me this way. Made me the social fuck up that I am. All because theyd torment me when I was younger and make me not want to socialise.

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 2 weeks ago · View

    Yes I am socially awkward. Thanks for stating the obvious. It wont change the fact that I am.

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      Freddie · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      Relate.

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    what_if commented on a secret:   1 month, 2 weeks ago · View

    He’s not a very close friend though, we don’t talk everyday, and I only realised I still had feelings for him when I was at a party the other weekend and we talked for a while and ended up kissing and giving each other lovebites. He did kiss other girls that night and I kissed other guys, but they didn’t compare to him. He even bothered to text me the morning after, which shows he does somewhat care. But he’s friendly with everyone especially the girls; but he’s not a player, he used to be but isn’t anymore. I just don’t know how to feel or handle this situation.

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    Im scared because youre basically perfect for me. Because Ive liked you for years. And I havent felt this way about someone for about a year now. I dont want to mess it up before it even starts. Even though I will by not talking to you because I dont want to be a nuisance and annoy you. When I do make the effort I always just end up making a fool out of myself trying too hard scaring them off. I dont know what to do to try and make it happen or let him know.

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      disturbia · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      No no no don’t stop talking to him! It really gives wrong impressions rather than stop ’annoying’ them as you put. Just talk to him normally like you would to a good friend. If you are really worried that you may be annoying him, look for cues like how he responds or his body language. (: Best of luck!

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      catieboo90 · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      I can totally relate…just talk to him & explain to him what’s going on in your head.

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      what_if · 1 month, 2 weeks ago

      He’s not a very close friend though, we don’t talk everyday, and I only realised I still had feelings for him when I was at a party the other weekend and we talked for a while and ended up kissing and giving each other lovebites. He did kiss other girls that night and I kissed other guys, but they didn’t compare to him. He even bothered to text me the morning after, which shows he does somewhat care. But he’s friendly with everyone especially the girls; but he’s not a player, he used to be but isn’t anymore. I just don’t know how to feel or handle this situation.

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    Those two letters will break me. So Ill never ask.

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    Its always the silly little things that hurt you the most.

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      secret · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      so true

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    what_if commented on a secret:   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    Nice wording there savage ;)

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    Secret posted by what_if   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    It really does. Im falling for you. But Im just another girl that youre not going to catch.

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      Inkheart. · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      I remember feeling like this, if you need to talk I’m here (:

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      BulletProof · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      Relate. :c

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    what_if commented on a secret:   5 months ago · View

    I love you tooooo Scarletto Cornetto :) <3

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    what_if commented on a secret:   5 months ago · View

    MCR because it was my first arena concert and I met them all beforehand :D

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    what_if commented on a secret:   5 months ago · View

    What’s wrong with the ones you’ve got?

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    Secret posted by what_if   5 months ago · View

    I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.